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****NA Contemporary Romance******
Death.
For some, it’s simply one of life’s certainties, nothing more. For others, it’s merely a fleeting thought, one often overshadowed by the reckless delusion that they have been blessed with the gift of immortality.
For Aubrey Miller, death is the definition of her very existence. Overcome with the guilt resulting from the loss of her beloved family, she alters her appearance from the once beautiful, blonde-haired, blue-eyed little girl to that of one shrouded in complete darkness, enveloping herself in her own unbreakable fortress of solitude as a form of protection for others.
As she enters her first year of college, her goal is simple: Earn a degree with the least amount of social interaction as possible. What she never anticipates is the formation of very unlikely relationships with two people who will change her life in ways she never believed possible: Quinn Matthews, the boisterous former pageant queen, and Kaeleb McMadden, a childhood friend from her past who never really let her go.
Over the years, as their connections intertwine and grow, a seemingly indestructible bond is formed between the three…
But when death painfully reemerges, Aubrey is lost once again, burying herself deeper than ever before inside the familiar fortification of her fears.
Will the refuge of friendship, the solidarity of life-long bonds, and the power of unconditional love be enough to do the impossible?
Will they be enough to finally bring about…
The Resurrection of Aubrey Miller?
Death.
For some, it’s simply one of life’s certainties, nothing more. For others, it’s merely a fleeting thought, one often overshadowed by the reckless delusion that they have been blessed with the gift of immortality.
For Aubrey Miller, death is the definition of her very existence. Overcome with the guilt resulting from the loss of her beloved family, she alters her appearance from the once beautiful, blonde-haired, blue-eyed little girl to that of one shrouded in complete darkness, enveloping herself in her own unbreakable fortress of solitude as a form of protection for others.
As she enters her first year of college, her goal is simple: Earn a degree with the least amount of social interaction as possible. What she never anticipates is the formation of very unlikely relationships with two people who will change her life in ways she never believed possible: Quinn Matthews, the boisterous former pageant queen, and Kaeleb McMadden, a childhood friend from her past who never really let her go.
Over the years, as their connections intertwine and grow, a seemingly indestructible bond is formed between the three…
But when death painfully reemerges, Aubrey is lost once again, burying herself deeper than ever before inside the familiar fortification of her fears.
Will the refuge of friendship, the solidarity of life-long bonds, and the power of unconditional love be enough to do the impossible?
Will they be enough to finally bring about…
The Resurrection of Aubrey Miller?
"A story of discovering not only myself, but the meaning of
true friendship and unconditional love.
A story of some of the most difficult, yet most beautiful and
awe-inspiring years of my life, in hopes that you will take
something away from my journey" - Aubrey
Wow, this book was definitely something really different and
refreshingly so. Emotionally charged
books like this that draw me in is why I love to read so much. Having read all of this authors other books I
had high expectations and this story delivered all that and more.
Aubrey was only eight years old when she lost her whole family
and then was torn away from her best friend Kaeleb when she was sent to live
with Linda, her god mother and best friend of her mother. She struggled with her new life and after
losing a couple of family pets she is convinced that death becomes her. Anyone or anything she opens her heart to
dies.
Raven is Aubrey's alter persona that she adapts from the age of
12 years old. She is now a bit goth
looking, dies her hair odd colours,
wears different coloured contact lenses and has a lot of facial piercings - her
mask if you like. She is beginning her
first year in college at Titan University and plans to lay low and just blend
in quietly.
Quinn is Raven's room mate, a pageant queen winner with a strong
aversion to the colour pink. She is
bouncy, bubbly and sweet, in fact she couldn't be more opposite to Raven.
Kaeleb is Quinn's Boarding Buddy and Raven is shocked to see him
standing in front of her on her first day of her arrival at college. Kaeleb
always wondered what happened to Aubrey and is stunned to come face to face
with her - well not the version he knew,
he meets Raven.
These three strike up an amazing friendship and Raven let's her
guard down little by little, slowly letting them both in, albeit
cautiously. When tragedy happens, Raven
completely withdraws back into herself, shutting everyone she was beginning
care about back out into the cold. She
should have known better than to let them in.
It's all her fault this has happened.
Kaeleb is frustrated and no matter what he does, he can't seem to get
through to her.
"I wanted to be strong enough for you. Strong enough. Man enough. Enough for you to find a reason
to live again. To give you that courage
and strength. But I know now, you're the
only one who can do that Sunshine" - Kaeleb
This was such a bittersweet read that had me in tears several
times as Aubrey struggled to find her way out of the sadness and heartache that
consumed her but it was such a beautiful story of love and acceptance as well.
I give this 4.5 stars
"This is our moment. A beginning and an end. Are you with
me?" - Kaeleb
The memory
escapes slowly from its confinement, almost cautiously, before finally freeing
itself, rushing my mind so quickly I physically wince in response. The pain it
will yield is inevitable and I’m defenseless against it as it begins to replay
in my mind:
“I don’t want to go, Kaeleb. I’m
scared.” I wipe the endless streams of tears from my cheeks as I search
desperately for the relief of comfort from his glistening eyes. But there’s
nothing that can help me now. Cold darkness threatens to swallow me as I’m
pulled under and barely breathing. I’m dying. Just like my family.
“Bree,” he responds, quickly removing
the salty trails of sorrow from his own face. “You have to go. You – ”
“I know. I have no one here.” I sigh.
“They’re all…gone.”
Kaeleb nods ever so slightly before pulling
me into his arms. Only eight years old, same age as me, yet his hold feels so
strong, so secure. I know he doesn’t want to let me go, and as the pretty lady
with the rose perfume comes to break us apart, the need for us to grasp onto
each other becomes more frantic. She calls for help and as they pry us apart,
the tears continue to roll down our cheeks with the knowledge that this will be
our last moment together. We hold as
tightly as we can, but are eventually broken apart, our fingers the last to let
go as we reach for each other.
“I love you, Kaeleb,” I whisper to
myself as they gently guide me into the back seat of an unknown car. Before
they close me in I scream as loudly as I can. “You’re my best friend!”
His eyes meet mine as they shut the door
between us. With purpose, he stalks to the car and just as they start the
engine, he places his palm flat on the window with his fingers spread as far as
they will go. Slamming my hand against the cool glass, I mirror his gesture,
knowing this will be the last time I will ever be in the presence of my friend.
My best friend.
As we drive away, I watch out the back
window as he runs down the street as long as his weary legs can carry him. They eventually buckle underneath him and his
knees hit the ground, unable to keep up any longer.
Throwing my hand against the back
window, the car turns the corner and I lose sight of him. Not until he’s gone
do I allow myself to surrender to the darkness. I no longer fight for the need
to breathe as I let go. Stepping out of
myself, I watch the pretty, blonde-haired, blue-eyed little girl slowly dying
as she sinks, spiraling lower and lower, until finally disappearing into the
bottomless pit that consumes her.
“Hell-ooooo!”
Quinn’s voice filters slowly through the searing pain of my memory, bringing me
back into the present where I’m still standing on my bed and the damn poster is
still swinging from side-to-side behind me.
But now, instead of the sound barely registering, it’s grating against
my eardrums like nails on a chalkboard.
L.B. Simmons is a graduate of Texas A&M University and holds a degree in Biomedical Science. She has been a practicing Chemist for the last 11 years. She lives with her husband and three daughters in Texas and writes every chance she gets.
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